Sure, the starting of a new relationship is beautiful.
The rate at which our hearts beat,
how we blush when we look into each other's eyes,
how the conversations never seem to end because we are getting to know each other and
how awkwardly we may hold hands or kiss for the first time.

Yet, I would rather go to the phrase where we are so fucking comfortable with each other.
Where we do not have to dress to impress,
where I could just hug you as and when I want without the awkwardness,
where all our flaws, physical or not, do not matter anymore.
Like how I could tell you my deepest darkest demons yet not having to worry whether you would judge me.
Or how I could look so ugly crying in your arms, with my hair bun up and my face without makeup.
And how I don't have to trim my brows or wax my legs.
How we could just go on for period of time without saying a word yet completely understand what the other is thinking.
How we could just cuddle all day in our pyjamas, catching up on shows or movies together.

And yes, we may ended up doing things for each other "out of habit", but because you spent so much time together, it would naturally turn into habits despite you liking the term or not.

Sure, the initial sparks may fade, the butterflies in our tummies may have flown away and our hearts may not beat as fast as before.
But that doesn't mean love has fade, it just means we have reached another level of love.

How we are so comfortable showing our flaws so ever nakedly in front of each other and knowing you will still be there, no matter what.

Isn't that even more beautiful instead?

#thingsIthoughtofonthebus

" all I want is nothing more,
to hear you knocking at my door"

Dear me,

Please stop doing stupid things and embarrassed yourself. Please stop doing things that will make 50 year old you be disappointed in 22 year old you.

What if the sun and moon are star-crossed lovers that only meet once every eclipse?

What if the stars in the sky are actually our little guardian angels, letting us know that we are not alone?

How could happiness be all dependent on just one person?

Stubborn

-having or showing dogged determination not to change one's attitude or position on something, especially in spite of good reasons to do so. (credit: google search engine)

This particular word just came to my head this afternoon when I was on my way to school. 

Aren't we all stubborn in one way or another? 

We all should have something that we strongly believe in or hold on to no matter what others say. So to say one is stubborn just because you do not agree with his/her doing is just equal to saying that you are stubborn because you refuse to believe/listen to what he/she is doing? 

Therefore, no one person should be more stubborn as the other? Because we all have something we are stubborn in? 

okay I think I'm rambling on right now because I had a few drinks and I'm super disappointed with the test i did today.

That being said, I'm stubborn in my own ways. 

Like how I only drink ice lemon tea from certain brands, like how I only eat chicken thigh and not chicken breast, like how I could not let you go even after so many months. 

I saw this on facebook the other day and I really like how the writer described love.

"Maybe love is not in fancy dinners, late night walks by the river, or going to the movies. Maybe love is not in holding hands, long car drives, or an outing to the beach.

Maybe love is in trying to find freshly squeezed orange juice to go with the vodka, because you know they don't like artificially flavored juices. Maybe love is in the small gesture of knowing that they like their coffee with cream and two tablespoons of sugar, no more, no less. Maybe love is when you set the temperature to 75, even when you are too hot, because they feel too cold.

Maybe love is not a destination, but a journey, which is beautiful, because you have them by your side. Maybe love is not in being perfectly immaculate, but being immaculately imperfect."

-Shivee Chauchan





Because it's the littlest things that count, and the rest are just bonuses that comes along the way when you love someone.